Since I can’t exactly post videos on here, go look at my awkward video on youtube, I guess. If you want. Heh heh, sorry I am an awkward jelly bean of a woman.

If you decide not to watch my awkward form in video form, I will partially break down the idea in written form:

I was never a great, amazing, eloquent writer, though I sometimes fancied myself as being at least an interesting one. Looking back at my old stories, I would feel a mix of wonder at how I came up with the ideas, and embarrassment at how childish my story lines were. My grammar also is not, unfortunately, immaculate. I am sure I could use a refresher course in both grammar and creative writing alike.

Having said that, I enjoyed writing nearly as much as I enjoyed drawing or “acting”. Hah… I was definitely a better artist in the way of drawing and painting than I was ever an actress, and that’s pretty insulting to my acting abilities. I am hoping to rekindle the part of my brain that draws dopamine from the things I had once enjoyed, activities that I could get lost in for hours at a crack, in a time before I started believing that if, it didn’t produce income, it was a waste of time. I miss being able to describe myself by items other than my job and age.  That’s the point.

If you think it’s worth reading and checking in on, please stay tuned, and I will try to keep my undiagnosed scattered brain focused enough to update as regularly as I can.